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Tag Archives: friends
Boston social life
it’s beginning to look like i’m making some headway in my quest to find friends, to connect with other sentient beings as i drift through this strange land where i always feel like a stranger. but then i remember that … Continue reading
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Tagged Boston, connections, friends, illusion, payment, services, social life
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983 days
I went to a concert in this cafe in Cambridge last night, contemporary music for flute and piano. It was great. Very informal. 9 people in the audience. They served beer. Even though I do not drink beer, I appreciated the … Continue reading
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Tagged beer, birthday parties, Boston, Cambridge, composer, friends, kombucha, unfriendliness
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the unforgiven
i know this (among many other things) might sound really insecure, but whenever I send out a message–voice or email–to a friend who does not respond, i somehow convince myself that i have said or done something terribly, heinously and … Continue reading
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Tagged apology, arrogance, communication, confidence, email, forgiveness, friends, narcissism, neurosis, voice mail
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on the terrace
at my friend c’s party tonight. i was secretly hoping that i would not be able to find anywhere to park and that this would be my excuse for missing it. but that was not to be. i never ever … Continue reading
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Tagged awestruck, conversation, friends, lake, parking, terrace, waves, Wind
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fewer friends
the subway was packed to the gills, more packed than the usual rush hour kind of packed. i barely had room to find a handle and when i did, it was only by the tips of my fingers. as the … Continue reading
where i am
when i look back upon my blog posts, it pains me to notice how repetitive i can be… writing the same things over and over again using different words in different combinations … but always always the same things. such … Continue reading
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Tagged blame, change, courage, decisions, familiar, family, friends, inner strength, live, repetition, resolve, work
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i can’t figure out why i feel so annoyed today. is it too simplistic to place the blame on Starbucks who now wants to charge me 20 cents extra for decaff when it is i who should be charging them … Continue reading
strange and alarming
forgive me, for i have misspoke. again and again i have misspoken. my lack of eloquence since the holidays began and into these first days of 2013 has been strange and alarming. it’s not exactly a matter of saying things … Continue reading
the problem with me being me is me
i feel awkward writing about the same things over and over again. it’s just that when i think of something different, I forget to write it down. or else i dream it and forget to write it down. so i … Continue reading
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Tagged decisions, dreams, friends, hermetic, invitations, memory, obligation, repetition, terror, tradition, XMAS
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the 147 bus
but first, i must apologize for venting bitterness in my previous post. as far as i can see, it did not serve either of us very well, and for that, I can only call upon your forgiveness. and second, i … Continue reading
the wisp
my car nearly exploded as i ascended the parking garage, all the way up to the 13th floor, on my way to another job interview. i arrived just in the nick of time. but i came out of it as … Continue reading
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Tagged car, cocoon, explosion, friends, Hurricane Sandy, prayer, transfiguration, unexpected, waiting, wisp
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Combatants
It’s too noisy in here. in this room. in this head. constant din and clatter. seriously agitated all day, ever since last night when a friend gave me some advice that is the complete opposite of my instincts, that is … Continue reading
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Tagged advice, agitation, combantants, enemies, friends, noise, vacillation
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