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Monthly Archives: November 2013
sapped
i’m not sure what is going on these days. but i’m kind of in a slump. and i’m not sure how to work through it. i don’t know if writing about it is the answer. maybe it’s the holidays. maybe … Continue reading
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the unforgiven
i know this (among many other things) might sound really insecure, but whenever I send out a message–voice or email–to a friend who does not respond, i somehow convince myself that i have said or done something terribly, heinously and … Continue reading
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Tagged apology, arrogance, communication, confidence, email, forgiveness, friends, narcissism, neurosis, voice mail
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575
tonight on the elevator, this man asked this woman if she had heard the news about a 575 year old clam that was recently discovered and then accidentally killed by the scientists who discovered her/him. i know there’s probably more … Continue reading
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Tagged clam, death, demystify, elevator, man, scientists, woman
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moral dilemma
i ran into this moral dilemma today while waiting for the train. Just as the train was arriving, i noticed a subway fare card falling to the tracks from the handbag of this person while she was removing her cellphone … Continue reading
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Tagged death, fare card, retrieve, subway, tomorrow, train, work
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ploughing
i’ve been ploughing through this blog, searching for fragments of things i can piece together into a performance that’s less than 2 weeks away. but my writing is lulling me to sleep. it’s kind of funny. the act of writing … Continue reading
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land mines
i’ve been roaming around, evading one implosion after another. some of which i am aware, others of which i am entirely oblivious. the produce aisles at whole foods were particularly perilous … land mines scattered all around the apples and … Continue reading
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Tagged awareness, focus, implosion, purpose, walking, war zone
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on beauty
i can’t seem to get past Jingle Bells. i guess i am talking about in my piano lessons. last week, Fred (my boundlessly patient teacher) told me that my Jingle Bells sounded like a dirge. i don’t know what it … Continue reading
disempowering darkness
This might sound negative, but it’s really meant to be positive. i feel like i’m finally acknowledging an essential question: am I really contributing to the world as an artist anymore? this might sound like a question that one should … Continue reading
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Tagged absurd, angst, art, audience, autobiographical, creativity, darkness, dead weight, despair, first-person, idenity, isolation, literal, loneliness, prison, tragic, transformation
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Theorems
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good night
i am the silent type these days. i hope nobody takes it personally. actually it is a sign of immense respect. thank you for allowing this silence. and now i must say goodnight. goodnight.
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leave of absence
i’ve decided to take a break from writing, which i know is maybe one of the worst things i could do. and it’s a shame, too. such a shame. because so much of my writing energy is getting sapped and … Continue reading
the kindness of trees
never underestimate the kindness of trees. not all trees, but most of them. most of them have their hearts in the right places. most of them are doing the best they can. they may be just barely getting by, but … Continue reading
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saturday 11:35 pm
i just came home from a 2nd date with this person i met only once, 5 years ago. although i am not sure if this really counts as a 2nd date since this person has absolutely no recollection of ever … Continue reading
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The Lost Pedestrian 