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Monthly Archives: September 2019
5780
Tonight is the night it became 5780. I have little idea of what that means. But hopefully in 5780 I will become a better human than I was in 5779. The kind of human I would want to be around. … Continue reading
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something beyond
I am trying to think of something that literally did not happen today. Or it happened, but not literally. And I’m coming up empty. It’s been an empty day. It’s been an empty year, an empty past 4 years. I … Continue reading
Misaligned
I just went through a flurry of job interviews in a short span of time. And came up empty. I was hoping upon hope, pleading, putting everything I had into getting this job in Minneapolis, but they went with a … Continue reading
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Tethered
My brain is running me ragged. It doesn’t stop churning. On and on it goes. On and on. It’s so monotonous. And it’s exhausting. And it doesn’t seem to care that it’s exhausting me. One would think my brain would … Continue reading
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Colleen
I’ve decided that it might be a good idea for me to spend more time in conversation with the dead, especially when I often cannot think of anything to say to the living. Tonight I was talking to this friend … Continue reading
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Tagged Aphrodesia, Colleen, dead, Fantasia, Joanna Newsom, living, Nominal Aphasia
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Longing
I long. I am longing. I am not lacking in longing. Longing is something I do. I cannot say for sure that I do it well. I just do. The days I am not longing are disconcerting. To me. I … Continue reading
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Tagged answer, longing, question, smushing, speaking, yearning
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Follow Up?
I’m trying to figure out if I should send a follow-up text to my okc date from the other night. But what do I have to say, especially when the expectation that I will ever see this person again in … Continue reading
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Tagged dating, follow-up, Mt. Everest, presence, rock climing, self-consciousness, terror, text
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too much brown
now that I feel nothing except for a headache, I’ve decided that now might be an opportune moment to write. now that I’m numb and i’ve run out of time, I thought this moment is probably more opportune than any … Continue reading
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Tagged dating, decode, facial expression, headache, heartache, hitler, liking, OkCupid, vacant, vacate
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Frank Poole
I spent the day driving in circles, or in some cases, ovals. I couldn’t seem to get anywhere I needed to go, but it probably didn’t help that I had no idea where I needed to go today. Completely directionless, … Continue reading
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The Lost Pedestrian 