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Tag Archives: dreams
out of numbness
How does one awaken oneself out of numbness? My first thought is to fall back asleep to enter the dream world where nothing is numb. But I think that would be cheating. My second thought is to set oneself on … Continue reading
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Tagged cannabis, collaborator, dreams, Fire, numbnness, pretend, sex
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the ladder
i am not sure why, but i seem to be taking things so literally these days. seeing only what’s in front of me at the moment… or strategizing about decisions i cannot make, like buying shoes or shirts or relocating … Continue reading
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Tagged abstract, dreams, job interviews, ladders, literal, nightmares, salary, thinking, work
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SAM-e dreaming
I’ve started taking this new supplement, SAM-e, that is supposed to help with with every possible chronic or unchronic ailment and uplift the soul without side effects. i don’t know if it’s coincidental or not, but since i’ve started taking it, … Continue reading
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Tagged door, dream, dreams, haunt, high school, horror movie, matricide, nightmare, non-cousin, patricide, Sam-E
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interviewing the librarian
today at work, i was interviewed by 2 film students who had an assignment to “interview the librarian.” I guess they wanted to know how I came to be the person they do not know at all today. I told … Continue reading
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Tagged Andy Warhol, dreams, film students, graduation, interview, librarians, light bulb, procession, robots, Shakespeare, transformational, writers
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armadillo dream
i’m so groggy this morning since awakening from a strange dream, some time between 6:20 and 7:10 a.m. I can’t recall all of the details, but it involved the mayor, Rahm Emanuel and an armadillo. I was being driven around … Continue reading
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Tagged armadillo, chariot, dinosaur, dreams, Rahm Emanuel, rhinoceros
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an open door
such strange dreams lately i have had. even though i only sleep a few hours each night, those hours are loaded with mystery. early this morning, i was found wandering naked on a residential street in Brooklyn. i was trying … Continue reading
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Tagged Brooklyn, disappearance, dreams, exposure, garbage, jobs, kafka, naked, supervisors, turkey sandwich, waitress
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depth
i’m at work. it’s pretty quiet here. i wish i had an office, one with a mattress of some sort instead of a desk, and dark window blinds. it would be nice to have a job where all that was … Continue reading
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Tagged degradation, dreams, employee, hockey, insult, piano, power napping, supervisor, unpleasant
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unsettling
i wonder if i have either stifled my dreams, hopes and aspirations or if i am just sleep-deprived and lethargic. or if stifling dreams, hopes and aspirations leads to sleep deprivation? it did not seem all that long ago when … Continue reading
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Tagged aspirations, core, disparate, dreams, energies, feeling wanted, hopes, lethargy, New York, sleep, sleep deprivation, work
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a ramshackle affair
some days i feel like a chesapeake bay retriever. other days i feel like a wounded officer from some ramshackle disbanded army. one is n0t necessarily better than the other. i think the important thing is just to act p0lite … Continue reading
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Tagged army, chesapeake bay retriever, concussion, dignity, distance, dreams, empty seats, information, memory, neurologist, pond, ramshackle, swimming pool, trains
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the problem with me being me is me
i feel awkward writing about the same things over and over again. it’s just that when i think of something different, I forget to write it down. or else i dream it and forget to write it down. so i … Continue reading
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Tagged decisions, dreams, friends, hermetic, invitations, memory, obligation, repetition, terror, tradition, XMAS
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surprise
the nice part about never really going anywhere is that when you actually do go out somewhere, people are always so surprised to see you. i like surprises. maybe i should not go out anywhere more often. last night i … Continue reading
the inert
today, an epic struggle against the forces of inertia. there are days when I awaken with this indeterminate weight of uncertainty. I eat my oatmeal with protein powder and my banana and swallow my supplements… and then … and then … Continue reading
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Tagged Bob Dylan, celebration, clutter, dreams, friends, inertia, Labor Day, paperwork, psyche, self-pity, sleep, uncanny
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Maybe it was all a dream,…
Maybe it was all a dream, or maybe it was just a text. i can no longer tell the difference.
guardian angel
he makes regular featured or cameo appearances in my dreams… my much beloved and greatly missed English Mastiff… always protective and comforting…. sometimes struggling as he did in those final weeks. I am not the best at remembering my dreams. … Continue reading
solidifying
i am writing to you now to distract myself from things i could be writing about if i had the clarity and the courage to write about them. i can trace some of my reluctance to some day-old kale salad … Continue reading
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Tagged distraction, dreams, heart, humans, relations, reluctance, sleepless, things, trust, writing
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The Lost Pedestrian 