Monthly Archives: March 2014

plunging

i haven’t been here in quite a while. i’ve been practicing piano a lot, but it’s not really practicing in the usual sense of practicing towards progress and improvement. because it’s more of a practice to plunge deeper into a space that … Continue reading

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an open door

such strange dreams lately i have had. even though i only sleep a few hours each night, those hours are loaded with mystery. early this morning, i was found wandering naked on a residential street in Brooklyn. i was trying … Continue reading

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Mikrokosmos 14

I feel like I am almost on the verge of playing music. Somehow I’ve reached the 14th of the Mikrocosmos. Even if I only progress by one infinitesimal mikro-mikrocosmo per month, it must mean something. The 14th is called Question … Continue reading

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the eraser

i guess it must be true: one never knows what one never knows. or if one truly does know, how is one to know it? for example i have spent the past week trying to transcend my techno ignorance in … Continue reading

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winter is still leaving me, despite all of my protestations

It’s that time of year again. the end of winter. the season i live for is fading out. it didn’t last nearly long enough. most people would think i am insane for feeling this way, and i would tell them: … Continue reading

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I am not quite sure what happened. But I could not sleep at all last night. I should not be blogging in a daze, but why not try it out? Except that I can barely keep my eyes open.   … Continue reading

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replicating

ok… the very last word on the situation with my new therapist. i was trying to explain to her how it felt more comfortable for me to see a therapist who made me feel uncomfortable than it feels to see … Continue reading

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