Monthly Archives: November 2012

looking

looking forward to the day when i am reunited with my life

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tread lightly

… and then, just as i unlocked my car in the parking garage at whole foods, i noticed something¬† strange and inexplicable. dwelling deep within the pockets of my black gore-tex parka were 2 thinkThin protein bars… one, a creamy¬†peanut … Continue reading

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decongestions

gosh, how unfamiliar this place looks. it’s been such a long time since i’ve visited, i can scarcely remember where the light switches are, or the lights, or the walls that house the switches and the lights. it’s so dark … Continue reading

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please tell me your name

Who are these angels and where are they leading me and why do I not know their names and why are they able to reveal certain things but not all things and why are certain things unveiled so clearly while … Continue reading

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as(h)tray

i am thinking of you. thinking of you in ways that have no meaning because these thoughts are all astray. but unfortunately, there is no funnel to gather them, no container as their destination. they are powerless. and deluded. these … Continue reading

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trust me

i have to tell myself, it’s ok it’s ok not to say anything silence can be a good thing you don’t really need to say anything all of the time sometimes it’s best not to and it’s really ok it … Continue reading

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the entitled

a day of vast contrast. the heartbreak of seeing my mother in such a frail state following surgery (i know she will have a swift recovery, but still… ) and then dealing with the spoiled, entitled little frat’ish boys at … Continue reading

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further congestions

I visited the Chinese herbal acupuncturist recommended by 2 different friends who have never met, although they are both licensed social work counselors. His name is Dr. Feng. He kind of did this speed-reading scan of my body, and he … Continue reading

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prolonged congestion

i returned to this city after my vocal cord surgery was temporarily aborted due to this virus that has hit me rather hard. … and that’s when it occurred to me that maybe sometimes the best response is no response. … Continue reading

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the soft clamor of figs

holed up at a doubletree hotel in the city of the Mayo Clinic… on the verge of my final vocal cord surgery, i had the misfortune of breathing in germs that do not belong to me. i know it was … Continue reading

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bifurcated reality

i think i saw my first UFO tonight as i was gazing out my window while talking to this woman in Toronto i may have met once, over a year ago at the train station in Windsor. there may actually … Continue reading

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vanilla

tonight, as i sit here alone ingesting a cup of vanilla goat milk yogurt, i find peace in imagining myself splayed out on an antique chaise lounge in an opium den somewhere. instead i am here, with yogurt, just about … Continue reading

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160/100

something is happening but i don’t know what it is. why my blood pressure has escalated so very very high these past few months. up until June, i was perfectly healthy. But today, while getting my wrist examined after last … Continue reading

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bland

i am afflicted by blandness today. and i don’t even feel like talking or writing about it very much. just kind of coasted with no highs or lows. at least in my corporeal body. i don’t feel as if i … Continue reading

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a hypothetical dog

i’m not sure what i should do. should i stay here in this city or go there in this other city? what do you think i should do? your opinion is so important to me. 2 months ago i was … Continue reading

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