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Monthly Archives: April 2016
Can’t or Don’t
It’s so strange to me. Confoundingly strange. I can’t seem to converse with any of my co-workers after 4 months on the job. In fact, I am regressing. And the strange thing is… it’s impacting my productivity. There’s a couple of … Continue reading
sedative
One thing I’ve noticed over the past week. If you spend an hour surfing Prince videos on YouTube late at night when you have to get up early for work… well, why would you even bother to attempt to sleep? what purpose … Continue reading
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Oh Shariputra
On the train tonight, I was reading the book I have been reading for the 102 days (1 page per day) on John Cage and Zen Buddhism. I was trying to make sense of this semi-indecipherable section on the Heart … Continue reading
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Tagged Avalokiteshvara, awareness, conception, discrimination, emptiness, form, John Cage, Kay Larson, samsara, sensation, Shariputra, stations, Sutra, trains
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983 days
I went to a concert in this cafe in Cambridge last night, contemporary music for flute and piano. It was great. Very informal. 9 people in the audience. They served beer. Even though I do not drink beer, I appreciated the … Continue reading
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Tagged beer, birthday parties, Boston, Cambridge, composer, friends, kombucha, unfriendliness
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110
maybe if i were living more in an abstraction i would like it better here. but one of the problems is that i am living in the literal most of the time. and i can’t seem to rise above it. … Continue reading
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unfriendlier
i’ve been thinking a lot about what people tell me…. how people are unfriendly in Boston. because each day i am here, they seem more and more unfriendly and then the next day even unfriendlier. but there reaches a point where … Continue reading
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Tagged Boston, computers, demeanor, facade, fault, unfriendlier, unfriendly, work
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Hema
there are days like today where it is impossible to not be utterly flattened by aloneness. this would all be fine and acceptable if i did not have many moments of non-aloneness throughout my life. and those moments were infinitely … Continue reading
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yes or no
on the bus tonight, a woman talking loudly on her cell right next to me. she said to whoever she was talking to, “What’s wrong with you? I don’t know what you’re talking about. I ask you a simple Yes … Continue reading
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out of reach
something weird is happening. it’s now feeling familiar that everything which was once familiar is now feeling unfamiliar. everything is drifting away from me, just slightly out of reach. like watching the shoreline grow smaller as you swim further away. and … Continue reading
the future
the woman cutting my hair today told me that she thought people in Boston were really unfriendly. she was from Durham, North Carolina. i asked her what brought her here and she said, “well you know, people relocate either for love or … Continue reading
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The Lost Pedestrian 