Monthly Archives: January 2023

talk therapy

Posted on January 28, 2023 by The Lost Pedestrian

I only have 20 minutes to think of something to say at my therapist appointment. But all I really want to do is to walk in the snow. Nothing would please me more. But since it’s too late to cancel, … Continue reading →

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the call

Posted on January 27, 2023 by The Lost Pedestrian

I’m nervous tonight. Anxious and nervous. Nerxious. There’s a possibility that this person might call me, or text me if I don’t answer, and even though I would be so much happier not responding, I am afraid I will be … Continue reading →

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gastropods

Posted on January 26, 2023 by The Lost Pedestrian

Sometimes I wonder what the angel fish really thinks of the snail. Not what they want me to think that they’re thinking, but what is really going on deep within their psyches and their souls. They look like they have … Continue reading →

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unpaid interns

Posted on January 22, 2023 by The Lost Pedestrian

The effort not to make an effort is exhausting and exhilarating at the same time. Which could mean that the fastest way to get somewhere is to never leave, or always leave Even the best laid plans are the ones … Continue reading →

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Happiness

Posted on January 18, 2023 by The Lost Pedestrian

Lots of people keep telling me that I will never be happy until I give up on all notions of being an artist. That the best thing to do right now is to not even think about it. I felt … Continue reading →

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sighs

Posted on January 16, 2023 by The Lost Pedestrian

Can you recall the exact time and day that you discovered you have the ability to sigh? Or your longest sigh on record and what led up to it, what inspired it? Was there a time in your life when … Continue reading →

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any dog

Posted on January 9, 2023 by The Lost Pedestrian

People keep asking me … some people … if I’ve made any decisions yet. And I say, no I have not made any decisions yet. And they want an explanation. I don’t have an explanation. But it helps when they … Continue reading →

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nothing #3 (50 minutes)

Posted on January 3, 2023 by The Lost Pedestrian

sort of a continuation of my previous nothing session. inane characters I have seen on inane Netflix series interpreting my half dream thoughts aging so strange that I am thinking of material things and inane TV/movies I have seen more … Continue reading →

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