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guardian angel

he makes regular featured or cameo appearances in my dreams… my much beloved and greatly missed English Mastiff… always protective and comforting…. sometimes struggling as he did in those final weeks. I am not the best at remembering my dreams. … Continue reading

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solidifying

i am writing to you now to distract myself from things i could be writing about if i had the clarity and the courage to write about them. i can trace some of my reluctance to some day-old kale salad … Continue reading

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the kitchen

a voice cried out “if you can’t handle the music, well then get out of the kitchen!” i could not tell where the voice was coming from. It may come from above or below, or just next to me, or … Continue reading

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the way we were

she said, no worries it’s all good, i responded in response. then she asked, how can it all be good? i had an instinct that it all was, almost a premonition about something good. maybe not all of it, but … Continue reading

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fibers

i try my hardest, with every fiber of my body and soul to not talk about this, but it’s eating away inside me. i don’t even know where or how to begin to describe my loathing of my job. so … Continue reading

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why i may have left

i wonder what it would feel like to be less guarded, less cautious, less ruminating. to not go about in the world surrounded by an invisible fence. i wonder what it would be like to climb over that fence to … Continue reading

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The Fortress of Solitude

At work

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walking cartoon

I was a walking cartoon Of habit

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an apparition

an apparition on North Avenue, visited itself upon me while I was in a state of exhilaration, having convinced myself that I had just earned a quick $3000, although all that I had really done was not buy the new … Continue reading

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allow it

“Allow kindness to happen…. just let it happen…. ok?” Me

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it’s there

just because it’s there doesn’t mean you have to eat it

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nice

why are there days when it feels like such a strain to be nice to people? i don’t mean to not be nice but sometimes it’s so hard to shed that protective shield that protects me from people who might … Continue reading

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what i did

all i did in the world today has been take take take. i can tell you that i am taking for my own survival. or maybe not taking, but sealing off from giving. because all i can think about is … Continue reading

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proclamational haiku

i hereby proclaim my dietary secret don’t keep food at home

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once i was paper then i was plastic once i was vapor now i’m elastic me

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