Tag Archives: hope

oatmeal

i am not sure why it has taken so long, but i’ve just come to the realization that both hope and hopelessness are more or less the same thing. they both live on the earth, but there’s no real grounding beneath … Continue reading

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because the wash

I was just about to go to sleep, just beginning to descend into the mattress when i came across this cryptic message written on a post-it note, slightly attached to my pillow. i really have no clue as to its … Continue reading

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blur

a blur of a day that i can scarcely remember, except for finding one really great parking spot. one of the best in years and years. i hope they will let me stay there, even just for the night.

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my oasis

i have to apologize. i look back at the writing i’ve done over the past week or so, and i think, gosh, that sounds so negative. i don’t mean to sound like such a downer. i don’t feel like a … Continue reading

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stillness earth active passive meaning hope

the day the earth stood still that’s how i would like to describe tomorrow a day of stillness stillness, i could use a day such as that but not a passive stillness.  nor an aggressive stillness. that’s really not what … Continue reading

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jolt

it turns out yesterday’s episode of paranoia may only have been paranoia. more like a case of reverse narcissism. but more on that for another blog post. sometimes it just feels too dangerous to hope for things. so you get into … Continue reading

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fibers

i try my hardest, with every fiber of my body and soul to not talk about this, but it’s eating away inside me. i don’t even know where or how to begin to describe my loathing of my job. so … Continue reading

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