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Tag Archives: absence
the best question
probably the strangest question during my 9 hour job interview last week was the final question: how would you like us to remember you? me? yes. how i would like you to remember me? am i understanding that correctly? yes. … Continue reading
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Tagged absence, chair, character, here, identity, integrity, job interview, memory, perpetuity, personality, plausibility, presence, sensibility
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where you are not
gosh, you should have seen me. in the pool you would have been astounded. i swam and i swam and i swam for almost an hour, rarely crashing into anything. but you weren’t there. and i felt your absence. the … Continue reading
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Tagged absence, astound, crashing, crevices, noticing, pangs, swimming, the last person, trouble, writing
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something
there are some who might say you have a way of always taking nothing and turning it into something when it really really was nothing, but still, you made such a big deal out of it. and you just clung … Continue reading
a sighting
it was starting to feel as if everything was crashing in on me. that state i am prone to fall into when you’re not around. by “you,” i guess i mean my communal you. i was so getting used to … Continue reading
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Tagged absence, communal, community, crashing, rainbow, sighting
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on a bender
another titanium neck migraine day which i tried to wash down in a bender of Dunkin Donuts coffee followed by 2 glasses of pear sake at my new favorite sushi joint. this came shortly after I tore my Patagonia down … Continue reading
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Tagged "L" train, absence, conjure, down sweater, friend, migraine, pear, sake, titanium
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Yom Kippur eve
So far, i have atoned very minimally, if at all. i woke up with a yearning to atone, but really, what constitutes atonement? forgiveness for my moments of selfishness that were really not about acquiring things, but more selfish, perhaps, … Continue reading
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Tagged absence, atonement, compassion, courage, possibilities, presence, self-doubt, selfish, Yom Kippur
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the way we were
she said, no worries it’s all good, i responded in response. then she asked, how can it all be good? i had an instinct that it all was, almost a premonition about something good. maybe not all of it, but … Continue reading
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Tagged absence, arthritis, belief system, deflation, doom, fruit, granular, insecurity, instinct, it's all good, mother, no worries, premonition
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The Lost Pedestrian 