all i did in the world today has been take take take.

i can tell you that i am taking for my own survival. or maybe not taking, but sealing off from giving. because all i can think about is finding work and subsidizing my existence. yet i know my existence has a much higher comfort level than a lot of other existences. existences that could really use my giving. if i were not so intent on taking.

take for example what I have taken today. food, gas, coconut water, time, wireless space, printer paper and ink.

compared to what i have given.

um… hmmmm… nothing is coming to me at the moment. 

i like to think of myself as someone who has so much to give but doesn’t have courage or the confidence to do it.

and taking does not do very much other than take.