what i did

all i did in the world today has been take take take.

i can tell you that i am taking for my own survival. or maybe not taking, but sealing off from giving. because all i can think about is finding work and subsidizing my existence. yet i know my existence has a much higher comfort level than a lot of other existences. existences that could really use my giving. if i were not so intent on taking.

take for example what I have taken today. food, gas, coconut water, time, wireless space, printer paper and ink.

compared to what i have given.

um… hmmmm… nothing is coming to me at the moment. 

i like to think of myself as someone who has so much to give but doesn’t have courage or the confidence to do it.

and taking does not do very much other than take.

About The Lost Pedestrian

In my wanderings throughout the moments/days/years, I try in earnest to find the mystical within the mundane and the mundane within the mystical, oftentimes confusing one from the other. I have wandered and roamed through many a city, many a town, in a state of wonder and bewilderment, without necessarily going anywhere. I am easily lost, but eventually found. (I am guessing you have just found me). My sincere hope is that you will find Something in this warehouse of thought, memory and false memory, words, numbers, tangents, murmurs, echoes (lots and lots of echoes), voices, dreams, and other paraphernalia.
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