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About The Lost Pedestrian

In my wanderings throughout the moments/days/years, I try in earnest to find the mystical within the mundane and the mundane within the mystical, oftentimes confusing one from the other. I have wandered and roamed through many a city, many a town, in a state of wonder and bewilderment, without necessarily going anywhere. I am easily lost, but eventually found. (I am guessing you have just found me). My sincere hope is that you will find Something in this warehouse of thought, memory and false memory, words, numbers, tangents, murmurs, echoes (lots and lots of echoes), voices, dreams, and other paraphernalia.

churn, churn, churn

Posted on August 26, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

drove across the Midwest plaines into other Midwest plaines. Goal: Des Moines Iowa The intention: to clean the attic. of my psyche. to be present in the music accompanying me. the music part seemed to be going quite well, but … Continue reading →

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raked by indecision

Posted on August 25, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

is the expression ‘raked by indecision’? no… that was just me imagining something I heard. what i meant to saw was wracked by indecision. the state i have been these past 24 hours. i easily could have made things happen, … Continue reading →

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a very quick post as it is very very late and long past my expiration hour. today was one of those days where there were so many moments of embarrassment. so many moments, I could not possibly count them all. … Continue reading →

Posted on August 24, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian | Leave a comment

over-over-tired

Posted on August 23, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

have you ever had one of those days where you are sooooooo incredibly tired that you are too tired to sleep? you kind of drag yourself off the couch where you’ve been nodding off… into bedroom and when you lie … Continue reading →

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The Oracle is always right

Posted on August 22, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

free from hyperbole, I plowed through infamy, waiting for rescue and redemption. My Oracle told me the big problem, the big thing I was hung up upon was this waiting… waiting for help from The OutSide. Help I can only … Continue reading →

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Maybe it was all a dream,…

Posted on August 21, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

Maybe it was all a dream, or maybe it was just a text. i can no longer tell the difference.

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a strange peace …

Posted on August 21, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

that came over me today. I’m not quite sure when, where or how it happened. it’s not something I expected or hoped for or prayed for. it just sort of happened. the only real explanation I can think of is … Continue reading →

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Bob Hope, swimming

Posted on August 19, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

Early this morning, I dreamed that I saw Bob Hope entering a large body of water to swim what I think was the English Channel. The entire scene was in beautiful, deep and cinematic black and white… kind of like … Continue reading →

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guardian angel

Posted on August 18, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

he makes regular featured or cameo appearances in my dreams… my much beloved and greatly missed English Mastiff… always protective and comforting…. sometimes struggling as he did in those final weeks. I am not the best at remembering my dreams. … Continue reading →

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solidifying

Posted on August 17, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

i am writing to you now to distract myself from things i could be writing about if i had the clarity and the courage to write about them. i can trace some of my reluctance to some day-old kale salad … Continue reading →

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the kitchen

Posted on August 17, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

a voice cried out “if you can’t handle the music, well then get out of the kitchen!” i could not tell where the voice was coming from. It may come from above or below, or just next to me, or … Continue reading →

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the way we were

Posted on August 15, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

she said, no worries it’s all good, i responded in response. then she asked, how can it all be good? i had an instinct that it all was, almost a premonition about something good. maybe not all of it, but … Continue reading →

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fibers

Posted on August 15, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

i try my hardest, with every fiber of my body and soul to not talk about this, but it’s eating away inside me. i don’t even know where or how to begin to describe my loathing of my job. so … Continue reading →

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why i may have left

Posted on August 11, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

i wonder what it would feel like to be less guarded, less cautious, less ruminating. to not go about in the world surrounded by an invisible fence. i wonder what it would be like to climb over that fence to … Continue reading →

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The Fortress of Solitude

Posted on August 11, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

At work

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