raked by indecision

is the expression ‘raked by indecision’? no… that was just me imagining something I heard. what i meant to saw was wracked by indecision. the state i have been these past 24 hours.

i easily could have made things happen, but I made so many typing errors. I don’t really know why. the short version that I will attempt to type is that I was virtually at that precipice of quitting work… i got with within a hare’s breath. But somehow that inexplicable¬† voice that isn’t me led me to attend staff-wide end-of-summer party. I don’t know how I could have let them happen. I mean, I get through my workdays feeling violated, psyche-wise. And there I went, feeling insanely obliged. for what, I ask you?

About The Lost Pedestrian

In my wanderings throughout the moments/days/years, I try in earnest to find the mystical within the mundane and the mundane within the mystical, oftentimes confusing one from the other. I have wandered and roamed through many a city, many a town, in a state of wonder and bewilderment, without necessarily going anywhere. I am easily lost, but eventually found. (I am guessing you have just found me). My sincere hope is that you will find Something in this warehouse of thought, memory and false memory, words, numbers, tangents, murmurs, echoes (lots and lots of echoes), voices, dreams, and other paraphernalia.
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