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the new nodularities

doctors, doctor assistants, X-ray and MRI and ultrasound lab technicians seem to be finding a lot of nodules throughout my body these days. some are not worrisome, some should be monitored before they become worrisome, some are already worrisome. Nodules … Continue reading

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spillover

i can’t figure out why, but i’m never in my apartment these days. but i am there enough to use it as a dumping ground for my stuff. The place was gradually becoming a disaster area. Socks strewn everywhere, piles and piles … Continue reading

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lotto

this afternoon, a bicycle messenger arrived at my “office” to deliver a letter from an unnamed source that could either spell catastrophe or liberation. or perhaps it spells both. i read it over and over and over again, but before … Continue reading

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June 20, 1961

anonymity is humility: it does not lie in the change of name, cloth or the identification with that which may be anonymous, an ideal, a heroic act, country, and so on. Anonymity is an act of the brain, the conscious … Continue reading

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audition #1

hours and hours i exerted all day in search of some form of inspiration, but instead was consumed in unsuccessfully deciphering copyright regulations and licensing agreements, far more than my feeble brain could grapple with. other than that, today was … Continue reading

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the consortium

an oscillating consortium of bitterness and exuberance, resentment and humility, fears of hopes gone asunder, an anxious plea to the fire gods to extinguish such fears, a new dent on an old car, a joy in exertion, a numbness that … Continue reading

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churn, churn, churn

drove across the Midwest plaines into other Midwest plaines. Goal: Des Moines Iowa The intention: to clean the attic. of my psyche. to be present in the music accompanying me. the music part seemed to be going quite well, but … Continue reading

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