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chemistry set
this is not really a post. this is just a warm-up for a post because i feel so out of practice since last week, when I foolishly mistook my macbook pro for a hydrangea plant, badly in need of hydration. what … Continue reading
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Tagged buoyant, chemistry, finances, hydragenea, Macbook, vocal cord paralysis
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stillness earth active passive meaning hope
the day the earth stood still that’s how i would like to describe tomorrow a day of stillness stillness, i could use a day such as that but not a passive stillness. nor an aggressive stillness. that’s really not what … Continue reading
what repetition?
i seem to have these recurring issues (which might not come as a surprise to anyone who has read more than one posting on this blog). one of the recurring issues which i may not have mentioned is my incapacity … Continue reading
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Tagged blog, decisions, exaltation, issues, new city, old city, panic, repetition
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jolt
it turns out yesterday’s episode of paranoia may only have been paranoia. more like a case of reverse narcissism. but more on that for another blog post. sometimes it just feels too dangerous to hope for things. so you get into … Continue reading
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Tagged babble, dangerous, flight, habit, hope, Icarus, landing, narcissism, paranoia
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robot hypnotists
embedded with paranoia today. everyday for the past 6 months, a debt collector has been leaving me hypnotic robotic voice mails. and potential employers are running background checks on me, while others withdraw in secret. and un-identified lawyers are viewing … Continue reading
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Tagged background checks, dark forces, debt collector, details, lawyers, robots, sorry
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without me
Sometimes all it takes is one person or maybe or 2 or 3, but not more than that to feel uplifted and connected. Sometimes all it takes is maybe 2 or 3 seconds out of 24 hours for everything to … Continue reading
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Tagged complacence, conundrum, flash, help, hours, laziness, person, seconds, sometimes
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2006
an interesting evening so far of reading The Grand Inquisitor section of The Brothers Karamazov, watching episodes of The Office on Netflix, window-shopping on OkCupid, listening to Iranian pop music from the ’70s… and a classical radio station from Venice; … Continue reading
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Tagged 2006, Brooklyn, congestion, OkCupid, pizza, The Brothers Karamazov, The Grand Inquistor, The Office
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x-treme sports
the elaborate contortions of … .. of a heart that dares to go to the most strenuous x-tremes to protect itself from even the faintest wisps of abandonment. … of a heart that deflects and negates and strategizes and schemes … Continue reading
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Tagged abandonment, conjecture, contortions, heart, rejection, sleeves, strategies, wisps, x-treme sports
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looking
looking forward to the day when i am reunited with my life
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decongestions
gosh, how unfamiliar this place looks. it’s been such a long time since i’ve visited, i can scarcely remember where the light switches are, or the lights, or the walls that house the switches and the lights. it’s so dark … Continue reading
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Tagged bathrooms, closets, condiments, congestion, doors, foods, heart, light switches, lights, memory, mind, moot, mute, psyche, spirit, strange, walls
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please tell me your name
Who are these angels and where are they leading me and why do I not know their names and why are they able to reveal certain things but not all things and why are certain things unveiled so clearly while … Continue reading
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Tagged Angels, befuddlement, devices, mystery, reveal, unveil
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as(h)tray
i am thinking of you. thinking of you in ways that have no meaning because these thoughts are all astray. but unfortunately, there is no funnel to gather them, no container as their destination. they are powerless. and deluded. these … Continue reading
trust me
i have to tell myself, it’s ok it’s ok not to say anything silence can be a good thing you don’t really need to say anything all of the time sometimes it’s best not to and it’s really ok it … Continue reading
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Tagged elusive, shyness, silence, snobbery, space, talk, trust, words
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the entitled
a day of vast contrast. the heartbreak of seeing my mother in such a frail state following surgery (i know she will have a swift recovery, but still… ) and then dealing with the spoiled, entitled little frat’ish boys at … Continue reading
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Tagged entitlement, fault, frat boys, hospital, mother, recovery, spoiled, stamina
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The Lost Pedestrian 