Tag Archives: happiness

Happiness

Lots of people keep telling me that I will never be happy until I give up on all notions of being an artist. That the best thing to do right now is to not even think about it. I felt … Continue reading

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the right lane

7 hours on the road today. 370 miles. traffic is like some sort of balancing act between harmony and dissonance. i usually see myself as the type of person who naturally veers to the right lane to dodge the drivers … Continue reading

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Huge Studio in Hi Rise Gold Coast! On Site Dry Cleaner and Tailor $1341

rather beleaguered from viewing 40 or 50 apartments today of all shapes and sizes in various parts of the city. the combination of being open to all possibilities and indecisiveness can wear a person out. i can see myself living … Continue reading

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unattached

A perfect Chicago night, weather-wise. The frozen wind crashing into my face, free of judgment, free of violence and harm.  it made me feel alive and happy and free and un-alone for the first time since i saw you last, … Continue reading

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erroneous

i don’t know what it is about me that can’t accept any decision i make, that constantly, voraciously questions the choices i make. as soon as i reach 1 decision, i see only calamity and doom. while the choice i … Continue reading

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pre-articulate

i have not articulated a complete thought or sentence today and it’s already tomorrow. well… maybe one thought: i noticed how peaceful and happy i am in large empty parking garages.

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