Tag Archives: emptiness

PT

I love my physical therapists. Is it wrong to say that? Probably. But they are the only ones I speak to in-person during these pandemic days. Even if they cannot always hear me through my mask. But that does not … Continue reading

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Oh Shariputra

On the train tonight, I was reading the book I have been reading for the 102 days (1 page per day) on John Cage and Zen Buddhism. I was trying to make sense of this semi-indecipherable section on the Heart … Continue reading

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calling attention to emptiness

i am noticing a disturbing trend. i notice that when i do not write anything new on my blog, i have no readership. this is really distressing because of days like yesterday when i literally had nothing new to say. … Continue reading

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mid-passage

last night i found myself wondering what you might be doing on a Saturday night. And with each moment of wondering, it hit me that i can’t wonder that way about you anymore because you are gone. really gone. and … Continue reading

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detached

these disorienting days trying to orient myself to my new full-time work schedule with this new job. the rush to the trains. the rush back from lunch. the rush to the trains. the gym. the shower. the bed. in between … Continue reading

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pre-articulate

i have not articulated a complete thought or sentence today and it’s already tomorrow. well… maybe one thought: i noticed how peaceful and happy i am in large empty parking garages.

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