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lather

Posted on January 12, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

some people celebrate surviving their first week at a new job, binging on various forms of stimulants. my version was to binge on yogurt, 2 different kinds of yogurt within 20 minutes. i am all lathered up on yogurt (and … Continue reading →

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pro forma

Posted on January 10, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i apologize to everybody for being invisible these past few days. i have been overwhelmed and shocked and disoriented from my previous state of semi-slaggard-ness to a regular 8:30-5:00 full-time day gig. i can’t believe that I have to start … Continue reading →

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i can’t figure out why i feel so annoyed today. is it too simplistic to place the blame on Starbucks who now wants to charge me 20 cents extra for decaff when it is i who should be charging them … Continue reading →

Posted on January 6, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian | Leave a comment

strange and alarming

Posted on January 4, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

forgive me, for i have misspoke. again and again i have misspoken. my lack of eloquence since the holidays began and into these first days of 2013 has been strange and alarming. it’s not exactly a matter of saying things … Continue reading →

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unlikely

Posted on January 3, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

my favorite moment in new york last week. on the subway. this guy seated next to me reading Essays by Montaigne…. he kept looking over my shoulder as I was pretending to read History of the Thirteen by Balzac, but … Continue reading →

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not being a new years resolution person, i am surprised about how flooded i am by so many of them. but perhaps i should just try to keep things simple. i don’t know where to begin. so i will simply … Continue reading →

Posted on January 2, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian | Leave a comment

dinner music

Posted on December 30, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

i can’t seem to break free. i can see the walls. i can feel them. but i can’t penetrate. i wait for things to happen instead of making them happen. that’s certainly no way to penetrate a wall. or so … Continue reading →

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the guest issue

Posted on December 27, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

Something I must finally admit to myself is that–when traveling–I really can’t stand being a guest. I’m just not very good at it. I can’t shed the self-consciousness, that sense of always being in the way, that sense of disrupting … Continue reading →

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the problem with me being me is me

Posted on December 23, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

i feel awkward writing about the same things over and over again. it’s just that when i think of something different, I forget to write it down. or else i dream it and forget to write it down. so i … Continue reading →

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more lost hours

Posted on December 21, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

it took me 2.5 hours at the Museum of Contemporary Art gift shop to walk in circles and not be able to decide on any gifts for anybody. except for a jellyfish lamp for the son of a friend of … Continue reading →

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the surge

Posted on December 20, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

a moment turned into a night of staring at this screen, waiting for things to unfold, but not taking any concrete action. a surge of energy briefly visited before making a polite exit. i think it’s time to stop waiting … Continue reading →

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horse drama

Posted on December 19, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

forgive me for having fallen off my horse 6 years ago and forgive me for only just today learning how to re-mount her (my horse). forgive me for having let myself get so misdirected and misled. but i am grateful … Continue reading →

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erroneous

Posted on December 18, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

i don’t know what it is about me that can’t accept any decision i make, that constantly, voraciously questions the choices i make. as soon as i reach 1 decision, i see only calamity and doom. while the choice i … Continue reading →

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the wrong words

Posted on December 17, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

the world has been in places where i have not been, of late. everyone around me is singing songs i have never heard of, in unison. i don’t know how they memorize all of those words. and then they tell … Continue reading →

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the wrong car

Posted on December 13, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

feeling out of sorts these post-surgical days. my voice is stronger than ever, even boomy… it’s kind of miraculous. but as with the previous 11 surgeries since my mishap of 2008, it’s always the rebound from the anesthetics that feels … Continue reading →

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