Tag Archives: despair

4:00 in the afternoon

i awakened this morning under a heavy, heavy, unwieldy cloud of despair. i tried to walk around it for most of the day, but it nearly crushed me. And then suddenly, out of nowhere, at 4:00 in the afternoon, it … Continue reading

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disempowering darkness

This might sound negative, but it’s really meant to be positive. i feel like i’m finally acknowledging an essential question:  am I really contributing  to the world as an artist anymore? this might sound like a question that one should … Continue reading

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the desert stars

From Wind, Sand and Stars (1939)  by Antoine de Saint-Exupery Once again I had found myself in the presence of a truth and had failed to recognize it. Consider what had happened to me: I had thought myself lost, had touched … Continue reading

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