Tag Archives: self-doubt

the disqualifyer

Posted on July 17, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

most of the day was spent walking upstairs and then downstairs and then back upstairs and downstairs again, still trying to determine what my priorities are. but that’s not really what i had on my mind. what i had on … Continue reading →

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de-lusioned

Posted on April 12, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

there was a time when i just assumed i lived a charmed life. not charmed in the sense of always feeling magical and carefree. but more charmed in the sense that no matter how difficult things were on the outside, … Continue reading →

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a peculiar habit

Posted on March 11, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i am prone to flights of delirium that quickly collapse into waves of panic. it’s a nasty habit i must learn how to break. for well over a week, my job has utterly oppressed and depleted me. in a moment … Continue reading →

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Yom Kippur eve

Posted on September 26, 2012 by The Lost Pedestrian

So far, i have atoned very minimally, if at all. i woke up with a yearning to atone, but really, what constitutes atonement? forgiveness for my moments of selfishness that were really not about acquiring things, but more selfish, perhaps, … Continue reading →

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