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Sunday eve, shortly before dinner

Posted on May 9, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

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unsettling

Posted on May 9, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i wonder if i have either stifled my dreams, hopes and aspirations or if i am just sleep-deprived and lethargic. or if stifling dreams, hopes and aspirations leads to sleep deprivation? it did not seem all that long ago when … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged aspirations, core, disparate, dreams, energies, feeling wanted, hopes, lethargy, New York, sleep, sleep deprivation, work | Leave a comment

perpetrator

Posted on May 8, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

tonight i was driving on broadway on my way to the gym, desperately searching for a rare parking spot that rarely appears on broadway. out of nowhere, a spot opened up on the right and at the very moment i … Continue reading →

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curfew

Posted on May 7, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i only have 1 minute to write something because i vow to be in bed by 10:30, and I started typing this sentence at 10:29 and i just noticed that i’ve missed my deadline and i am not allowed to … Continue reading →

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boxing

Posted on May 6, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i’ve been dragging most of the day. i’m not sure why it was so hard to fall asleep last night. to stay asleep. and i really really need to sleep more than anything else after being sick all week. but … Continue reading →

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the grid

Posted on May 5, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i’ve been trying to make a sample/loop of this incredible Ethiopian pop song from the 1970s for the past 6 hours. and not getting anywhere. the thing is, i can’t tell if i am behind the beat or ahead of … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged 1970s, 6 hours, adaptation, behavioral, colors, digitization, Ethiopiques, geometry, grid, loops, mathematics, melodic, mesmerized, pop songs, psychology, rhythmic, samples, transfixed | Leave a comment

what is burgeoning

Posted on May 3, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

all i feel like writing about tonight is my job, but i am trying not to tell you much more about it, so i won’t. the one positive thing i can say is that working in this environment is bringing … Continue reading →

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my latest excuse

Posted on April 29, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i’ve been sneezing so often today, i think i may have pulled a muscle in my face, if that is possible. too congested to eek out anything coherent tonight. or that is my excuse. there is always an excuse for … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged communication, creation, driving, eek, enunciation, excuse, face, human being, instructions, muscle, thank you, work | Leave a comment

my oasis

Posted on April 27, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i have to apologize. i look back at the writing i’ve done over the past week or so, and i think, gosh, that sounds so negative. i don’t mean to sound like such a downer. i don’t feel like a … Continue reading →

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re-purpose me

Posted on April 26, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

the last door on my possible exit from this city closed on me today, and i have to tell myself that this is just the way it is, for now. i might as well make the best of it, for … Continue reading →

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spillage

Posted on April 25, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

everyday i come here, to this blog, it is my solemn intent to never talk about my job, but i have no choice other than to be honest with you, and admit that this job is really getting to me … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged alienation, detachment, extinction, job, melody, music, rhythm, shrink, song, Stockhausen, vanish, work | Leave a comment

backspace

Posted on April 21, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

there are moments when a person might wonder what is the purpose of having a blog? why even bother? the things that are going on inside my head are not anything i would want anyone to see outside my head. … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged accident, backspace, blog, computer, earth, feelings, fetal, human, keyboard, potential, presence, purpose, sensations, thoughts, water | Leave a comment

jello

Posted on April 18, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i just returned home from the queasy experience of visiting my mother in the hospital, a mere few hours after her back surgery. but it was not entirely the experience of seeing her that made me queasy. i feel awful … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged abandonment, basket- case, cafeteria, coffee, dignity, hospital, hurricane, infantilism, intensive care, jellow, lunch, mother, Sahara, Siberia, terror | Leave a comment

vacuuming

Posted on April 17, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i’m in one of my ignoring/avoiding phases these days. ignoring calls, texts, emails. avoiding talking to people at work, avoiding anything that may demand a response of some sort. i’m just not in the mood. as you read these words, … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged avoid, carpet, emails, ignore, laptop, mood, noise, resist, stumble, vacuum cleaner | Leave a comment

tax day

Posted on April 16, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

a day of lethargic, numbing despondence that i just could not rise above. sometimes writing can transform my literal world, but not tonight. hopefully tomorrow.