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doused
one of the trainers at the gym kissed my hand out of nowhere. i could not figure out how that happened, but i wanted to write it down, lest i forget. the other part of today that i really liked … Continue reading
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unsettling
i wonder if i have either stifled my dreams, hopes and aspirations or if i am just sleep-deprived and lethargic. or if stifling dreams, hopes and aspirations leads to sleep deprivation? it did not seem all that long ago when … Continue reading
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Tagged aspirations, core, disparate, dreams, energies, feeling wanted, hopes, lethargy, New York, sleep, sleep deprivation, work
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perpetrator
tonight i was driving on broadway on my way to the gym, desperately searching for a rare parking spot that rarely appears on broadway. out of nowhere, a spot opened up on the right and at the very moment i … Continue reading
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Tagged accident, bicycle, car, disconcerting, forgiveness, indignant, parking, perpetratee, perpetrator, victim
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curfew
i only have 1 minute to write something because i vow to be in bed by 10:30, and I started typing this sentence at 10:29 and i just noticed that i’ve missed my deadline and i am not allowed to … Continue reading
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boxing
i’ve been dragging most of the day. i’m not sure why it was so hard to fall asleep last night. to stay asleep. and i really really need to sleep more than anything else after being sick all week. but … Continue reading
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Tagged badminton, boxing, dragging, hill, man, opportunity, sleep, son, window, woman
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the grid
i’ve been trying to make a sample/loop of this incredible Ethiopian pop song from the 1970s for the past 6 hours. and not getting anywhere. the thing is, i can’t tell if i am behind the beat or ahead of … Continue reading
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Tagged 1970s, 6 hours, adaptation, behavioral, colors, digitization, Ethiopiques, geometry, grid, loops, mathematics, melodic, mesmerized, pop songs, psychology, rhythmic, samples, transfixed
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what is burgeoning
all i feel like writing about tonight is my job, but i am trying not to tell you much more about it, so i won’t. the one positive thing i can say is that working in this environment is bringing … Continue reading
my latest excuse
i’ve been sneezing so often today, i think i may have pulled a muscle in my face, if that is possible. too congested to eek out anything coherent tonight. or that is my excuse. there is always an excuse for … Continue reading
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Tagged communication, creation, driving, eek, enunciation, excuse, face, human being, instructions, muscle, thank you, work
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my oasis
i have to apologize. i look back at the writing i’ve done over the past week or so, and i think, gosh, that sounds so negative. i don’t mean to sound like such a downer. i don’t feel like a … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, connection, disappointment, disconnection, downer, dusk, empathy, frustration, grief, hope, Keith Jarrett, Lisa, loss, negativity, neuroses, Oasis, positivity, Ravenswood Avenue, Wendy
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re-purpose me
the last door on my possible exit from this city closed on me today, and i have to tell myself that this is just the way it is, for now. i might as well make the best of it, for … Continue reading
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Tagged bikini, city, door, exit, high heels, purposeless, re-purpose, salacious, spikes, stranger
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spillage
everyday i come here, to this blog, it is my solemn intent to never talk about my job, but i have no choice other than to be honest with you, and admit that this job is really getting to me … Continue reading
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Tagged alienation, detachment, extinction, job, melody, music, rhythm, shrink, song, Stockhausen, vanish, work
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backspace
there are moments when a person might wonder what is the purpose of having a blog? why even bother? the things that are going on inside my head are not anything i would want anyone to see outside my head. … Continue reading
jello
i just returned home from the queasy experience of visiting my mother in the hospital, a mere few hours after her back surgery. but it was not entirely the experience of seeing her that made me queasy. i feel awful … Continue reading
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Tagged abandonment, basket- case, cafeteria, coffee, dignity, hospital, hurricane, infantilism, intensive care, jellow, lunch, mother, Sahara, Siberia, terror
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vacuuming
i’m in one of my ignoring/avoiding phases these days. ignoring calls, texts, emails. avoiding talking to people at work, avoiding anything that may demand a response of some sort. i’m just not in the mood. as you read these words, … Continue reading
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Tagged avoid, carpet, emails, ignore, laptop, mood, noise, resist, stumble, vacuum cleaner
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