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About The Lost Pedestrian

In my wanderings throughout the moments/days/years, I try in earnest to find the mystical within the mundane and the mundane within the mystical, oftentimes confusing one from the other. I have wandered and roamed through many a city, many a town, in a state of wonder and bewilderment, without necessarily going anywhere. I am easily lost, but eventually found. (I am guessing you have just found me). My sincere hope is that you will find Something in this warehouse of thought, memory and false memory, words, numbers, tangents, murmurs, echoes (lots and lots of echoes), voices, dreams, and other paraphernalia.

Friday night phlebotomy

the investigations into my liver continue. tonight (after work) at the phlebotomy lab, the lab technician asked me the reasons for the blood test. I told him that there are concerns about the health of my liver. He shook his head and … Continue reading

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the new nodularities

doctors, doctor assistants, X-ray and MRI and ultrasound lab technicians seem to be finding a lot of nodules throughout my body these days. some are not worrisome, some should be monitored before they become worrisome, some are already worrisome. Nodules … Continue reading

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vice versa

what happens to people like me when we don’t hear from people like you? we feel a thud whenever we check our inbox to find the message we guess you never sent. we like to think you wrote it, but forgot … Continue reading

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data entry

i have been bereft. bereft of ideas. i hope it’s an in-between phase. in between phases. but the in betweenness sometimes seems like all i know. rarely is something what it seems than what it is. but a friend, who I only met … Continue reading

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Proactive/Reactive

When I arrived at work this morning after the longish holiday weekend, I was immediately pulled aside by the dean who told me that I had to be more proactive. “What!!,” I said. He said, “It’s pretty clear. You just … Continue reading

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2.5 days

it wasn’t my intent for this to happen but i haven’t uttered a single word to anyone, going on 2-1/2 days. it’s really strange… these accidental hermetic days. or maybe i am trying to evoke or invoke Leonard Cohen. If … Continue reading

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My GPS

I really have to figure out how to recalibrate my GPS because it doesn’t seem to be getting me anywhere, and this has absolutely nothing to do with navigation. I use my GPS whenever I am protecting myself from disappointment or … Continue reading

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anticipation

anticipate everything expect nothing  

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more Adult Piano Adventures

after a lengthy period of stagnation, i’ve returned to practicing piano.  i cannot say i am particularly fond of the songs in my music book “Adult Piano Adventures, Vol. 1.” “When the Saints Go Marching In” is like totally removed … Continue reading

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D in NJ

so my friend D calls me from New Jersey. and she’s telling about this guy who she met on okupid whose she been seeing for 4 months now, but it’s not going anywhere because he never wants to do anything. … Continue reading

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importance

last night i went to a reading by a sort of a friend (or friend of a friend) who is on a book tour for her new autobiographical graphic novel. which i am now reading, and it’s sort of a … Continue reading

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loose lips sink ships

that phrase has been circling around my head for the past hour or so. and even though it’s not something i would necessarily agree with it, there’s something lyrical about the phrase. i wonder what i could do with a … Continue reading

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new directions in dentistry

money the lack of money has become this odious encumbrance which is nothing really new. it just is louder these days. i fell in love with an amazing an apartment above what was once the top floor of a bakery. it … Continue reading

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just as I emerged from the subway onto the plaza, the church bells began playing “morning has broken” which led me to wonder what kind of day this would turn out to be. my faculties were not very sharp yet … Continue reading

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SAM-e dreaming

I’ve started taking this new supplement, SAM-e, that is supposed to help with with every possible chronic or unchronic ailment and uplift the soul without side effects. i don’t know if it’s coincidental or not, but since i’ve started taking it, … Continue reading

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