it wasn’t my intent for this to happen but i haven’t uttered a single word to anyone, going on 2-1/2 days. it’s really strange… these accidental hermetic days. or maybe i am trying to evoke or invoke Leonard Cohen.

If it be your will
That I speak no more
And my voice be still
As it was before
I will speak no more
I shall abide until
I am spoken for
If it be your will

Which would be fine were it not for my mind which is constantly chattering away. chattering on and on and on… an endless drone with no beginning and no end. and there’s nothing in the chatter that makes sense to me.

but i am slowly learning not to pay attention to it.

because therein lies the path to enlightenment.