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Author Archives: The Lost Pedestrian
inattention
I am writing to you as a survivor of the wreckage. the wreckage being that place where artists go, where those who have no visible identity except for the art that they make… that place where artists who are not making … Continue reading
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Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
Sitting in a coffee shop on the eve of the Electoral College vote, with “Rudolph, the Red-Nosed Reindeer” playing on the shitty tinny sound system. I try to tune it out, but it’s the saddest version I’ve ever heard. The … Continue reading
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Tagged Atmospheres, big band, Electoral College, frustration, lead singer, Ligeti, Requiem, Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer, shame, Trump
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In exile, part 12
There’s something about living in a strange city where one doesn’t know anyone on the eve of a tyrannical regime that is a bit off putting. What can one do? One wanders. One wanders into a concert but does not … Continue reading
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sarcoidosis (spreading)
Tonight I attended a John Cage concert at some chapel at Harvard University. What started out as this beautiful, meditative tone poem for piano and violin, with increasingly sustained periods of silence between each note… well I was totally into it at … Continue reading
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Tagged darkness, dread, evil, fear, sadness, sarcoidosis, shortness of breath, suffocation, terror, Trump, worries
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that person
i fear that i’ve become how I imagine people see me. they don’t see this childish person trapped in this old’ish body they don’t see that i have or once had a sense of humor or any kind of creative … Continue reading
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current events
i couldn’t sleep at all last night. I’m not sure why. I was depleted. I was exhausted. But it felt like there was a live current going through my body. and then I began to think thoughts that you are … Continue reading
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Autumn Inn
an overflow of unfortunate decisions and nondecisions that began at 1:00 a.m when I suddenly had an urgency to create a short video piece that I for whatever reason I just had to post on Facebook at that moment… or else. 1:45 … Continue reading
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Tagged Autumn Inn, home, Northampton, OkCupid, performance, Priceline, squander, universe
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Jennifer #12
silly me to choose to relocate to the unfriendliest city on earth at the dawn of the fascist coup. the absolute worst time to be so far from one’s community. Really really bad timing on my part. and it’s very confusing … Continue reading
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Tagged Bostonians, compassion, invisibility, Jennifer, unfriendliness
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Eve of election night eve
The owner of the house where I have been dwelling for the past 9 months invited me to watch the election night returns with her on Tuesday. My first thought was that I would rather be waterboarded than to suffer … Continue reading
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Retreat Trails
My plan for today was a road trip to Vermont, where I have always fantasized about going, and now it’s merely a 2 hour drive from Boston. I thought I would hit the road in plenty of time to take a … Continue reading
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The Lost Pedestrian 