Monthly Archives: October 2012

dandelion tea

fear and doubt have undone me today. i don’t even really want to talk about it. not here anyway. not now. too many unknowns to navigate. how does one navigate them all? i just can’t do it. maybe my new … Continue reading

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Lumbar Road

Try to imagine your surprise when your night begins while you are attempting a U-turn off of Union Street once you realize you’ve managed to miss Lumbar Road. Something is going awry. Who can you turn to? Who can explain … Continue reading

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you

alone i stand here in my tower overlooking the highway aligning the sea, stretching out my gaze for a sign from The East. is that You?, i cry out, I call out. I sure hope it’s You. for I know … Continue reading

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red leaves

i have put off writing, put it off beyond the nether reaches of the day. a day i will most remember for making a moment to speak to you, dear imaginary reader, and to express my gratitude in the hopes … Continue reading

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Combatants

It’s too noisy in here. in this room. in this head. constant din and clatter. seriously agitated all day, ever since last night when a friend gave me some advice that is the complete opposite of my instincts, that is … Continue reading

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Returned (Allen, pt. 1)

The other night at a bar, a friend asked me if I have spoken with Allen lately, it kind of took me off-guard. How could she know I was holding regular conversations with him, silent conversations while awake, verbal ones … Continue reading

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brown noise karaoke night

what’s the word for that feeling you sometimes get…. as if you are a guest in someone else’s home who has overstayed her/his welcome? you know you’re not supposed to be there. you’re supposed to be elsewhere, but you need … Continue reading

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the decider

Lately I am focusing a lot of energy on making decisions without actually having to make decisions. It’s not as if I want others to make decisions for me. But if I can somehow sway them to make the decisions … Continue reading

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The Eiffel Tower

I’m not sure how to engage in conversation with one of my co-workers. I must first say that not once in my 3 years of working there has anyone asked me anything about myself or anything about my non-work life … Continue reading

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my winter heart

i can almost feel it. my winter heart slowly awakening. October is my Spring. i’ve never been able to figure out why i am this way. the only person I know that seems to really “get it” is my chiropractor/acupuncturist, … Continue reading

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Captain Kangaroo

it’s that time of day where i search and search for something to say. and if i could say anything, would it be worth writing about? i could write about the barista at the Starbucks on the way to work. … Continue reading

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