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something

Posted on July 6, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

there are some who might say  you have a way of always taking nothing and turning it into something when it really really was nothing, but still, you made such a big deal out of it. and you just clung … Continue reading →

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in transition

Posted on July 5, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i am trying to find a new way to write that does not allow sadness to creep in. i know this is going to take a lot of work, a lot of effort. and it has to be completely authentic. … Continue reading →

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iowa (1)

Posted on July 5, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i love it here in iowa. i am finding this to be a place of many trees. this is the place they gather these days, and why not?  and many mosquitoes. you can feel the mosquitoes looming, you know they … Continue reading →

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the clarion

Posted on July 4, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

1 a.m. at the Clarion Highlander Convention Center Hotel in the one unpleasant part of Iowa City.  A series of unfortunate turns and just as unfortunate choices led me here. But i know i am here for a reason, and … Continue reading →

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the great destroyer

Posted on July 3, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i wish i knew more about physics because i’d like to understand what happens to energy when scattered, dispersed, without a channel, a vessel. since i “completed” The Un Known, I really have no idea what to do with myself. … Continue reading →

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networking: a non-user’s guide

Posted on July 2, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i just spent 3 and a 1/2 days at a library conference, which i justified to my employer as an essential networking/professional development opportunity. but i forgot to tell them that networking may be at the top of the list … Continue reading →

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the un known

Posted on July 1, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian
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swallowed

Posted on June 27, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

this video project  i’m currently working on has swallowed me whole, for now. i’m almost There, but i keep finding little things in my perfectionism that keep pushing There a bit further away. But some time, one must say, ok … Continue reading →

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busy

Posted on June 22, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

the question is hitting me again, why am i not in new york? but instead of answering it, i’ve fallen into an obsession. i’ve been working on my first video piece in (I am guessing) 28 years. i can’t say … Continue reading →

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excerpt from something that may become something else

Posted on June 19, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

I don’t’ seem to get out much these days, but the nice part about never going anywhere is that when you actually do go out somewhere, people are always so surprised to see you. which leads me to wonder if … Continue reading →

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a sighting

Posted on June 18, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

it was starting to feel as if everything was crashing in on me. that state i am prone to fall into when you’re not around. by “you,” i guess i mean my communal you. i was so getting used to … Continue reading →

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celebrations

Posted on June 14, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

so strange. i just learned i do not have pancreatic cancer. my doctor said he was so overjoyed, he wanted to kiss me… and i guess, i’ve been totally totally in denial about the whole thing, i simply said “oh.”or … Continue reading →

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depth

Posted on June 12, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i’m at work. it’s pretty quiet here. i wish i had an office, one with a mattress of some sort instead of a desk, and dark window blinds. it would be nice to have a job where all that was … Continue reading →

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something good.

Posted on June 12, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

too weary to say anything. but if you are patient with me, i promise that something good will come of this.

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atrophy

Posted on June 11, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i am perpetually amazed, stunned if you want to know the truth, at how atrophied my powers of mindful wishful thinking have become. i’m trying everything. chanting. praying. lighting incense. fasting for a week. visualizing.  gazing at the sky. laying … Continue reading →

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