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Boston social life
it’s beginning to look like i’m making some headway in my quest to find friends, to connect with other sentient beings as i drift through this strange land where i always feel like a stranger. but then i remember that … Continue reading
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Tagged Boston, connections, friends, illusion, payment, services, social life
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pirouette
“i’ve decided to stay where i am for the time being,” he writes as if he knew where he was or had any sense of time or being. I’ve thought and thought about living outside this house where I have stayed … Continue reading
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chairless
today at work, i had to sit through one of those bloated all staff meetings where they pack 200 people into a conference room without any chairs. I had a difficult time focusing upon the meeting since, over the course of the meeting, … Continue reading
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Tagged banish, CFO, chairs, head of IT, microphones, staff meetings
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mid-thought
i should have known this would happen. i should have seen it coming. i knew it could happen, but then i thought who am to know anything? and i should have seen that question coming. but i knew right away … Continue reading
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Tagged alienation, culture, energy, fitting in, sphere, uplift, world
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weight
i have tried. tried so hard. tried as hard as a person can to not let this blog become a chronicle of loneliness. And I will keep trying. But I have never felt so alone in my life. I have … Continue reading
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a new strategy
I’ve decided to take a new strategy. For every co-worker I pass in the hallways who does not make eye or smile or say hello, I will find another person with whom I will initiate eye contact and at least say … Continue reading
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Tagged alienation, co-workers, eye contact, greetings, workplace
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R.S.A.D.
the fatigue washed over me as I had never been washed over before. It did more than that. it nullified me. actually, that’s an overstatement. as far as i know, i am not completely nullified. i am here. maybe a … Continue reading
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Tagged confidantes, confidence, reverse seasonal affective disorder, RSAD
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the common denominator
at my workplace. plus a few I borrowed from Werner Herzog, which I posted on the bulletin board this afternoon, which so so far no one has noticed.
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Tagged bulletin board, dreamwork, inspirational slogans, teamwork, Werner Herzog, workplace
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the good and the not good
What is the point of being a good person if you don’t act like a good person? I mean what is the point of being good, of having goodness in you, if you don’t use it, if you don’t get … Continue reading
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Tagged atrophy, brittle, good, leaf, person, questions, replacements
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Words of the day
These are the only words I have spoken today. This was in response to the ringing of the iphone that belongs to the woman who sits next to me at work: Hey. That sounds just like my alarm clock. To which she responded: … Continue reading
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Tagged apartments, chairpersonship, conflict, create, fear, lack of commitment, professional associations, uncertainty
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185 days or 26 weeks and 3 days or 129 working days or 56 nonworking days
Time period between January 4, 2016 and July 7, 2016 (exclusive) equals to: 185 days … or 26 weeks & 3 days … or approx. 6 months Between January 4, 2016 and July 7, 2016 (exclusive) there are: 129 working days (1032 hours), 56 non-working days including: 26 Saturdays, 26 Sundays, 4 federal holidays falling on weekdays At least 56 … Continue reading
4 words
just returned from a weekend in Connecticut, a guest of my friend W at this 18th century farmhouse, amongst 9 other people. i don’t know why it is becoming increasingly difficult for me to find my voice. i can say … Continue reading
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Tagged chatter, cognition, conversation, flood, mush, shyness, utter
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breaking up
i guess i am beginning to get used to the fact that I will never get used to living in Boston. although i do feel a bit lighter now that I’ve removed myself from a context and environment that had … Continue reading
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Tagged analysts, Chicago, ingrained, Jungian, murmur, note-taking, nurture, support system
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The Lost Pedestrian 