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About The Lost Pedestrian

In my wanderings throughout the moments/days/years, I try in earnest to find the mystical within the mundane and the mundane within the mystical, oftentimes confusing one from the other. I have wandered and roamed through many a city, many a town, in a state of wonder and bewilderment, without necessarily going anywhere. I am easily lost, but eventually found. (I am guessing you have just found me). My sincere hope is that you will find Something in this warehouse of thought, memory and false memory, words, numbers, tangents, murmurs, echoes (lots and lots of echoes), voices, dreams, and other paraphernalia.

the 6th floor

i went to the symphony to hear Beethoven’s Missa Solemnis and felt strangely impervious. Not exactly there, except for those heartbreaking beautiful violin solos, vocal solos, and the parts in between where most of the audience is coughing. which makes … Continue reading

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Non-Hispanic/Non-Latino

3:30 pm: i just drank 1 cup of coffee. my body feels like a clenched fist but without the fist. 5:00 pm: i seem to have forgotten how to spell. i don’t know what’s come over me. 6:30 pm: maybe … Continue reading

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4 Jennifers

i’ve realized that all of the people who have helped me get through this difficult week all happen to be named Jennifer. this is just a quick note to say thank you to each of them. And for those not … Continue reading

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is it there?

if you happened to run across anyone today on the street looking utterly frozen in a corner, that may well have been me. the corner i didn’t quite evade, but somehow barely eluded it. there’s so many things i need … Continue reading

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my job

spent most of today riding up and down the elevator. when i finally got off, i noticed i was floating on mercury… and i was perplexed. but it was not my job to question it. only to float, which i … Continue reading

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surprise

the nice part about never really going anywhere is that when you actually do go out somewhere, people are always so surprised to see you. i like surprises. maybe i should not go out anywhere more often. last night i … Continue reading

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Not I

I feel like it’s time for me to make a statement of some sort. I don’t know what it would be, except that it should not start with the letter “I”.

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window shopping

a day not very notable. i don’t think i did any harm to any sentient creatures, I like to think,  except for arriving late when I met L tonight, on her birthday. i somehow managed to get lost on the … Continue reading

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chilling

i was just about to go to bed but i knew there was something i neglected to do today which was to at least say hello to you. at least i could have said hi and thank you before dozing … Continue reading

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“Julie”

another day of fending off panic. i wish i could be better at it. so many uncertainties such lack of clarity i’m not sure if i smiled once today maybe one smile at the cashier who asked me if i … Continue reading

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clown feet

i bought a brand new pair of walking shoes intended to cushion the impact of my footsteps as I come and as I go. But the shoelaces are this bright red that reminds me of Bozo the Clown. Bozo always … Continue reading

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dandelion tea

fear and doubt have undone me today. i don’t even really want to talk about it. not here anyway. not now. too many unknowns to navigate. how does one navigate them all? i just can’t do it. maybe my new … Continue reading

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Lumbar Road

Try to imagine your surprise when your night begins while you are attempting a U-turn off of Union Street once you realize you’ve managed to miss Lumbar Road. Something is going awry. Who can you turn to? Who can explain … Continue reading

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you

alone i stand here in my tower overlooking the highway aligning the sea, stretching out my gaze for a sign from The East. is that You?, i cry out, I call out. I sure hope it’s You. for I know … Continue reading

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red leaves

i have put off writing, put it off beyond the nether reaches of the day. a day i will most remember for making a moment to speak to you, dear imaginary reader, and to express my gratitude in the hopes … Continue reading

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