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About The Lost Pedestrian

In my wanderings throughout the moments/days/years, I try in earnest to find the mystical within the mundane and the mundane within the mystical, oftentimes confusing one from the other. I have wandered and roamed through many a city, many a town, in a state of wonder and bewilderment, without necessarily going anywhere. I am easily lost, but eventually found. (I am guessing you have just found me). My sincere hope is that you will find Something in this warehouse of thought, memory and false memory, words, numbers, tangents, murmurs, echoes (lots and lots of echoes), voices, dreams, and other paraphernalia.

chairless

today at work, i had to sit through one of those bloated all staff meetings where they pack 200 people into a conference room without any chairs. I had a difficult time focusing upon the meeting since, over the course of the meeting, … Continue reading

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mid-thought

i should have known this would happen. i should have seen it coming. i knew it could happen, but then i thought who am to know anything? and i should have seen that question coming. but i knew right away … Continue reading

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weight

i have tried. tried so hard. tried as hard as a person can to not let this blog become a chronicle of loneliness. And I will keep trying. But I have never felt so alone in my life. I have … Continue reading

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a new strategy

I’ve decided to take a new strategy. For every co-worker  I pass in the hallways who does not make eye or smile or say hello, I will find another person with whom  I will initiate eye contact and at least say … Continue reading

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R.S.A.D.

the fatigue washed over me as I had never been washed over before. It did more than that. it nullified me. actually, that’s an overstatement. as far as i know, i am not completely nullified. i am here. maybe a … Continue reading

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the common denominator

at my workplace. plus a few I borrowed from Werner Herzog, which I posted on the bulletin board this afternoon, which so so far no one has noticed.

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that feeling

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the good and the not good

What is the point of being a good person if you don’t act like a good person? I mean what is the point of being good, of having goodness in you, if you don’t use it, if you don’t get … Continue reading

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Stalker

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Words of the day

These are the only words I have spoken today. This was in response to the ringing of the iphone that belongs to the woman who sits next to me at work: Hey. That sounds just like my alarm clock. To which she responded: … Continue reading

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185 days or 26 weeks and 3 days or 129 working days or 56 nonworking days

Time period between January 4, 2016 and July 7, 2016 (exclusive) equals to: 185 days … or 26 weeks & 3 days … or approx. 6 months Between January 4, 2016 and July 7, 2016 (exclusive) there are: 129 working days (1032 hours), 56 non-working days including: 26 Saturdays, 26 Sundays, 4 federal holidays falling on weekdays At least 56 … Continue reading

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4 words

just returned from a weekend in Connecticut, a guest of my friend W at this 18th century farmhouse, amongst 9 other people. i don’t know why it is becoming increasingly difficult for me to find my voice. i can say … Continue reading

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breaking up

i guess i am beginning to get used to the fact that I will never get used to living in Boston. although i do feel a bit lighter now that I’ve removed myself from a context and environment that had … Continue reading

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Ledge Hill

If anyone happens to be walking on the Ledge Hill trail at Ravenswood Park in Gloucester, MA, and if anyone happens to sit on a large boulder about 1/2 mile in, and if while sitting there, anyone notices some sort … Continue reading

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7 Questions of the Day

How does one become? How does one become something one is not? When is something not what one is? How does something become something one is? What if there is no one to become something? What if there is no … Continue reading

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