have you ever felt this urgency to say something, to put something out there in the world, but you have no sense what that would be or how to articulate even the question of what it would be?

have you ever really tried your very hardest to open your heart and be kind to people who kind of scare you,without ever quite getting there?

have you ever feared that certain people do not want your company on the elevator, even before you’ve even met?

have you ever tried your hardest, your very very hardest to arrive at all of your destinations on time, or maybe even just one of them, and you leave yourself all of the time in the world to make sure you get There when you are supposed to, but somehow manage to find some sort of an obstacle… of traffic… of spirit… of intent?

have you ever not thought that there are things you cannot understand?

have you ever said… this is it… there isn’t anything more… .and that is just fine?

have you ever not hoped that tomorrow will be better, or even just as good, as today or yesterday?

have you ever grown weary of my questions?