today I started my regimen of EPA. Actually about 5 minutes ago, but so far I cannot tell if my mood has been altered or maybe I should give it another 10 minutes and then decide if it is good for me. it sounds miraculous… healthy moods and blood sugars, reduces pangs of hunger, anti-inflammatory, antioxidant,  a potential cure for spiritual malaise, isolation and self-reproach. As I type these words, I can almost sense the transformation.

you know, there is nothing more frustrating than trying to speak with an authentic voice, from the soul… and then trying to be witty… and ending up sounding sarcastic. I must find a way to not let self-consciousness invade my consciousness. It’s so hard… but ridiculous, too. Sarcasm is so easy to fall into, but it is utterly useless for anything but sucking up space.

My hope is that EPA will reduce any inclinations for drifts towards sarcasm

according to Google Analytics, there is nothing to feel self-conscious about… my blog is an island and I am its sole visitor and inhabitant.