Tag Archives: fears

the inconceivable

i love this time of night… the moments that occur between 10:54 and 10:55pm. i seem to come alive then. something transformative happens. my eyes open. i remember how to breathe. all of the lingering doubts and regrets and fears … Continue reading

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de-planed

i hope you don’t mind… well… um… i’m kind of wondering if you could do me a favor. And feel free to say “no.” It’s OK. I know you have a lot on your plate right now. i’m sure i … Continue reading

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comparison shopping

somehow i gravitate between fears of the known and fears of the unknown. it’s hard to decide between them. especially when no one is around to give me clear guidance, maybe except for you. i try to imagine which way … Continue reading

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groundless and moot

not being a new years resolution person, i am surprised about how flooded i am by so many of them. but perhaps i should just try to keep things simple. i don’t know where to begin. so i will simply … Continue reading

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another job interview today. this time on Skype. there i was, blathering away these incoherent meandering answers, only to find when I eventually stopped blathering that the audio had cut out and my interviewers had not heard a single thing … Continue reading

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lightning in the distance

my timing has been off all day. like, tonight… trying to capture the skyline of the wondrous lightning storm with my iphone camera, snapping photo after photo, always the lightning striking in between the photos. that’s kind of like how … Continue reading

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