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Ledge Hill

If anyone happens to be walking on the Ledge Hill trail at Ravenswood Park in Gloucester, MA, and if anyone happens to sit on a large boulder about 1/2 mile in, and if while sitting there, anyone notices some sort … Continue reading

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7 Questions of the Day

How does one become? How does one become something one is not? When is something not what one is? How does something become something one is? What if there is no one to become something? What if there is no … Continue reading

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a new age

i was under the assumption that today would mark the dawning of a new age. All of the signs were pointing towards it. astrologically. materially, physically. some of these things happen. others do not. on the consciousness psyche level, nothing … Continue reading

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“It’s Fathers Day and Everybody’s wounded. First we take Manhattan. Then we take Berlin.”

as i was leaving the Mexican restaurant, the waiter thanked me and then he said something that completely threw me off. He said “happy father’s day.” And I was shocked. Totally shocked. you see, I have been fatherless since July … Continue reading

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Happy Saint Rainerius Day

I have not been writing very much.  So I hope we can begin or start over again. I would like to write in a different way but that might take a major shock to my system because relocating and removing … Continue reading

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a sentence

i keep asking myself what am I, of all people, doing in Massachusetts? it feels less like a question and more like a sentence. why did I choose this place to be stuck when I could be stuck anywhere, somewhere … Continue reading

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Custody

My eternal apartment search goes on. Today this woman named Dana responded to my craigslist post seeking a roommate either to find an apartment or someone who already has an apartment, but needs a roommate. She was looking for someone … Continue reading

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Random poll

Random poll. Do you think the current workweek will ever end? Circle one of the below. Yes No Possibly maybe   I don’t work I work but I don’t have a workweek. I have a workweek, but I don’t actually work. … Continue reading

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Celebrity sighting

This morning I was riding an escalator from the train platform up to the street, standing right next to this woman who turned to me to ask, “Has anybody told you that you look like Keith Richards?” Taken aback, I … Continue reading

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memorial day

tomorrow is memorial day here in the united states. i soooo long to go somewhere, but it has to be a one day trip and it can’t be in a car. and there is not very much in walking distance. … Continue reading

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the iron age

The forest is calling me. It calls me all of the time. It never stops calling me. I guess I encourage it. I say, give me a call. And the trees say, “when is a good time to reach you?” … Continue reading

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In trouble again

This morning I awoke from a terrible nightmare where I followed an anonymous friend to some sort of Scientology conference. I immediately felt claustrophobic and I tried to make a polite exit, but my friend told me that this would … Continue reading

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series of dreams

I am contemplating a certain period of my life that may not have existed. It’s sort of complicated, so I’ll try to keep it very simple. It was a strange time. I was either having one very long dream, or a … Continue reading

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Mount Misery

Today I took a little hike through Mt. Misery State Park in Lincoln Massachusetts. It was partially a research mission. I wanted to see how long it would take me to get lost and then found again on the other side of the … Continue reading

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undermining

another day, another 2 days where i could not rise above a loneliness that has completely undermined me. i barely had enough energy to deflect, distract it or fight if off. i’m not sure how i will get out of … Continue reading

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