i was under the assumption that today would mark the dawning of a new age. All of the signs were pointing towards it. astrologically. materially, physically. some of these things happen. others do not. on the consciousness psyche level, nothing happened at all.
they moved my desk at work from the 4th floor to the 5th floor. And I thought this would be as significant as my relocation from Chicago to Boston. And it was, almost the same. in both instances, i took my baggage with me.
many hours today spent staring at the screen. passively subsumed by it. the numbing hold it has on me. closing off everything outside the screen. tomorrow i will not allow this to happen. tomorrow will mark the dawning of the new age. this time i will be present enough to notice that it happens.