Monthly Archives: August 2013

today’s piano teacher

Posted on August 12, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i had a very lengthy piano lesson today with a man who told me within the first 5 minutes of meeting him that he often felt lonely. but when he read or heard about people who faced far more difficult … Continue reading →

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in my shoes

Posted on August 11, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

before i knew it, i was in mid-downward flight to the carpet outside the men’s locker room at the gym. i had to break the fall with my elbows and wrists. And I had to look up, disgraced, as onlookers … Continue reading →

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mass

Posted on August 10, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

it’s becoming a bad habit. every Friday night after work i wander off to some classical concert, indoors or outdoors, and each concert always seems to feature a mass. And i get all excited, thinking… this will be so cool. … Continue reading →

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screened

Posted on August 9, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

another extremely clumsy job interview today. i am not sure exactly what took hold of me, but this voice, foreign to my comprehension, was speaking through my body. the interview was with this recruiting firm for nonprofit organizations. i applied … Continue reading →

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$1295 / 2br – Great deal on this spacious 2 bed in Prime East Lakeview! (Chicago – Lakeview)

Posted on August 7, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

finally, the drought has ended. the smiling and laughing drought. 2 days in a row. the first was yesterday, playing music with some friends, one of whom handed me some sort of lap steel guitar. we played “Moon River” and … Continue reading →

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assertiveness training

Posted on August 7, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

lately i keep encountering situations–at work, at places that are not at work–where people are telling me i need to be more assertive in how i communicate. and this makes me angry because i don’t feel as if i am … Continue reading →

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special relationship

Posted on August 5, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

i was asked by this performance/live art collective to respond to a weekly series of prompts as part of a dialog between American and British artists that will culminate in a 12 hour event in november. this week’s prompt: Using … Continue reading →

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a night without conversation…

Posted on August 4, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian
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fewer pineapples

Posted on August 3, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

it’s oh so tempting to delete yesterday’s post, but i don’t think i am allowed to do that here. technically, i am allowed, but morally, ethically, i cannot give myself permission to delete. one can’t go out and about in … Continue reading →

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the ideal

Posted on August 2, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

hour and hours obsessing over that elusive ideal apartment in this town. will i never be satisfied? that’s the question? compounded by my desire to live in a totally different region of the country. i guess my hopes of getting … Continue reading →

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Jonah Complex

Posted on August 1, 2013 by The Lost Pedestrian

the sky tonight was so purple. this lush purple that was both comforting and threatening. the kind of purple that draws in a certain type of person, such as myself.  maybe walking into this sky is like swimming into the … Continue reading →

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