Monthly Archives: March 2013

Originally posted on I'd Rather Be Painting.:
sniped and pasted bits

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apologia

forgive me for not saying very much today. i’ve been very migraine-y, brought by another day of┬áignominy in the workplace. if i write about it, it becomes more tangible. and tangibility is the last thing i want to happen.

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an abrupt stop

i notice this particular pattern amongst people who tend to ride on subways. they all seem mildly irritated with me when the train comes to abrupt stops, and I lose my balance, and I topple over, upon them. some of … Continue reading

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my name

a peculiar moment. at work. somebody asked me my name. it was so shocking to be asked that I found myself at a complete loss for words, and I did not know quite how to answer. i said, do you … Continue reading

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a transitional moment

it’s hard to tell what any of this means. talking into some wires molded into a plastic case to a virtual stranger in another continent. night after night we talk. it’s especially hard to figure out any meaning since I … Continue reading

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unattached

A perfect Chicago night, weather-wise. The frozen wind crashing into my face, free of judgment, free of violence and harm. ┬áit made me feel alive and happy and free and un-alone for the first time since i saw you last, … Continue reading

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in the thick of it

just when i think it couldn’t go any higher, i am reaching new highs of alienation at work. there’s so much aggressive male energy, so much of it, it’s this foreign land i do not know how to navigate. it’s … Continue reading

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