is it a sign of early senility when you keep losing track of the month or the season? i cannot tell if it’s April or January or October or May. maybe it just means that i have not found a fool proof way to freeze time. nothing i am trying seems to work. except for disorienting myself. And that might be a good thing. Because it adds some nonlinearity to an otherwise linear existence.

i spent a long time on the phone today with my health insurance company trying to clarify the new policies for pre-existing conditions. the health insurance company rep asked me to list some of my pre-exisiting conditions. And i think i may have complicated matters when i asked her if conditions from my past lives could be considered as pre-existing. she said she would have to speak to her manager about that. We were about to end our conversation, when suddenly she asked me if life in itself might be considered a pre-existing condition? but she would have to ask her manager about that, too. it will be interesting to hear what they say.