heart test

She was daring me to play some sort of online word game which I flagrantly resisted, explaining that the only word game I would make time to play is the typing of words into this space. So I should probably thank her, I guess. Although I imagine she will think I am close-minded.

What will it take for me to end this relationship? It’s confusing when someone buys you 3 separate birthday gifts just when you are on the verge of ending things. I just didn’t have the heart. But I think she can still tell that my heart’s just not in it. Perhaps her challenge for me to play this word game is some sort of heart test. A really strange heart test.

So I question whether I have what it takes (courage? conviction?) to end things with her. Perhaps I can find someone to do it for me. I would gladly pay for such a service. I would pay top dollar.

About The Lost Pedestrian

In my wanderings throughout the moments/days/years, I try in earnest to find the mystical within the mundane and the mundane within the mystical, oftentimes confusing one from the other. I have wandered and roamed through many a city, many a town, in a state of wonder and bewilderment, without necessarily going anywhere. I am easily lost, but eventually found. (I am guessing you have just found me). My sincere hope is that you will find Something in this warehouse of thought, memory and false memory, words, numbers, tangents, murmurs, echoes (lots and lots of echoes), voices, dreams, and other paraphernalia.
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