She was daring me to play some sort of online word game which I flagrantly resisted, explaining that the only word game I would make time to play is the typing of words into this space. So I should probably thank her, I guess. Although I imagine she will think I am close-minded.

What will it take for me to end this relationship? It’s confusing when someone buys you 3 separate birthday gifts just when you are on the verge of ending things. I just didn’t have the heart. But I think she can still tell that my heart’s just not in it. Perhaps her challenge for me to play this word game is some sort of heart test. A really strange heart test.

So I question whether I have what it takes (courage? conviction?) to end things with her. Perhaps I can find someone to do it for me. I would gladly pay for such a service. I would pay top dollar.