i wish i could find a way to get people i would want to sit next to me on the train to sit next to me on the train instead of the people who sit next to me on the train.
I feel like a terrible person for saying that.
I should be open to everyone
But I fall short.
Again and again.
I fall short.
I wish I did not fall short.
I was placed upon this planet to live up to my potential as a human.
But so far, I am falling short.
How can someone who is so tall fall so short?
My legs are far too long for the seats on the very train where I want someone to sit next to me, whoever you are. I know you’re out there.
But what is the purpose of being tall if I am falling short?
I am thinking a lot about purpose these days, as I struggle with purposelessness.
Unless I can find purpose in searching for purpose.
If that is the case, then I guess I may be falling less short than I imagine.