i spent most of today trying to figure out where to put things, only to realize i had no idea where anything went. a mountain of paperwork. i tried to arrange it into little categorical piles, but soon there were so many categories and then so many distractions from categorizing… all of this with the goal of finding a lost $50 check that i may not have even received. finally, after 16 hours of categorizing and re-categorizing, i gathered all of the papers into the very same mountain from which i began.

and i thought, this is no way to live. then i went out to eat shrimp rolls and tilapia in ginger sauce at a thai restaurant.

and i returned to the paperwork, this time finding the file folder i created maybe 15 years ago for astrological charts. i was really thrilled to discover that i had the foresight to create such a file, but somehow it disappeared again, deep within the pile, along with the latest astro-cartography maps from December.

my astro-cartographer told me that great things would happen in about 4 months if i stayed in the same city and did not relocate to the west coast. i think i only have 1 month left to wait. but i am not sure what i am waiting for.