I’m a nervous wreck today. I think the Mueller testimonies really got to me in not very good ways. So very very depressing. It looks like Trump and evil have prevailed. I’m frazzled by the whole experience. People in this country are so stupid and they might overlook all of harm he is doing on so many levels and he might win again. And things might slide downhill even further.
Or maybe not. Let’s try to be optimistic.
Why am I taking it so personally?
Because he is the epitome of what I dislike most about humans.
But still, I should be able to work past that, right?
I’m just not ready.
I have less than a week to decide if I am going to keep my apartment in Providence or move closer to my job in Boston which may not exist in a couple of months. And each time I look at apartments on Craigslist, my eyes glaze over and it feels impossible to make any decision at all. Impossible.
I just wish things were easier for me. Everything is this humongous struggle and it’s exhausting. I’m depleted.
When will something good happen?