What happened to me?
Where did I go wrong?
How did I come to this place that I feared I might end up ever since I can remember?
What can I do to make it right?
When did this start?
What can I do to change me?
Why am I always not going where I need to be?
Why do I always expect someone or something to come to my rescue?
How can I wind back the clock and start over again?
Is it too late?
Is it not late enough?
Will I be this way forever?
How do I get out of this situation?
Is that even possible?
Is it really worth it?
What’s the use?