it’s so strange. strange that it is taking me so long to realize the implications of abandoning one’s home, removing myself from friends and family. as you know if you have been reading my blog, this realization was realized several weeks ago, but it has not really sunk in until now. it is really going to take effort to make a go of it here. and it is going to require effort to sustain/maintain my existing friendships and relationships and connections and interconnections and missed connections from back in that place where i came from. wherever that was. i can scarcely recall being from anywhere.

it doesn’t help when even native Bostonions tell me that Boston is not a very friendly city. perhaps i should have done a bit of research on that beforehand.