someone asked me today if i was going to work on another video. and it’s not really something i’ve thought about. as with every artwork i’ve created, i am convinced that the latest will be the last. and the last one was only a fleeting occurrence that i happened to stumble upon at the right moment. you can’t replicate moments except in the world of delusion.

but with so many decades passing by, i am beginning to doubt my self-doubt. i assume i will make something again, one day i don’t know when. but the thing is, i know so many artists who finish major projects and then pool all of their energies into promoting their work… getting it out there… networking, i think they call it. because no one is going to do it for them. they put an enormous amount of effort into it… which only commands my utmost respect.

but the thing is… i really do wish i knew somebody who could do it for me… so that i can just focus on the next work. so i can just focus on finishing this sentence and posting it for you.